What?!!!!... not yet... bila login jer blog setelah sekian lama, terbaca update ms.ainor about her current pregnancy.. the 1st one...only few weeks to go.. tetiba terpikir bila lah nak get pregnant balik nih... haha.. my son dah nak masuk 4 years old, but still don't think he can be a big brother.. my lil boy... tapi kalau dah time... ready or not... open heartsss.. open armssss...
Eventhough, currently I only have 1 lil boy... but I've been pregnant 4 times... hmmm...
The 1st time after about half year of marriage... however, exactly on the 12 weeks of pregnancy.. I had miscarriaged (keguguran ler). Ingat lagi, the day before that (dah petang sgt), I had little spotting... terus gi jumpa doctor kat klinik, doctor just suruh duduk diam2 kat rumah... baring.. dan jangan buat apa2... still, belum ada rezeki, before tengah hari I bleeding.. blood clog came out... bila gi clinic, doctor check and confirm that I'd miss abortion.. doctor bagi ubat and advised to let the abortion settled naturally... we went to PD after that (family vacation that was plan earlier, rasanya petang hari yg sama or day after that), nak tinggal kat rumah dgn hubby jer... mcm tak boleh nak diharap jer... so just ikut ler... the next morning masa kat PD, I'd a stomach ached... although I'm on a pain killer.. it's still very painful... so we drove off to Seremban Specialist Medical Center (my hubby and my mother in-law)...there, I 'd the D&C (Dilation & Curettage) by the doctor-on-call... a male doctor... darurat... of coz, I dont have a slight idea of the D&C procedure since I'm on general anesthesia... ptg tu after rest for few hours... dah kuar hospital...
that's the 1st one... sedih jugak masa tu coz I did experienced all the morning sickness, nausea... etc
The 2nd pregnancy, few months after but its a natural miss abortion at 7 weeks plus... some people may not noticed that they were pregnant and may consider having their period delayed. I did notice because at that time I really monitor mine.. maklumlah, almost or passed a year kawin..(excited sikit ler bab2 ni), so lewat jer period, terus beli pregnancy test kid... it was positive... then gi clinic.. positive also (but the doctor said 'mild'), then when I'm bleeding again (was it period or what), so this time around I went to see gynea at the nearest specialist hospital, KJMC, the result is ..yes I WAS pregnant...and now I had an early miscarriage.. the ultrasound indicates that there was a conception by means of gestational sac.... this time around, tak terasa sedih sgt... coz still too early...
The 3rd pregnancy.. masa dapat tau that I pregnant, terus jumpa doctor and terus refer to specialist,( sebab sejarah pregnancy yg not so good)... so from the begining of my 3rd pregnancy... terus jumpa gynae at DMC. Alhamdullillah... all the way up to 37 and 1/2 weeks before I gave birth to my lil boy via cesarean operation. Terpaksa buat C-section sebab no fluid inside the womb.. so takut baby lemas bila ada contraction... Well, I don't think I managed to experienced the 'before labor' contraction... cuma sakit sangat bila kena inject anaesthetic kat tulang belakang (maybe sebab I tak sempat rasa sakit for natural labor), the injection seems very painful and my hands shiverred throughout the entire operation. My baby boy was then safely delivered on Friday, 4th.May.2007. Alhamdullillah...
The 4th pregnancy.. after 3 years, just after I removed the implanon.. I'm positively 6 weeks pregnant when doing the first pregnancy test at the clinic... Awal pregnant time bulan puasa is challenging... first few days of puasa, tak boleh nak sahur, makan jer ...then everything will come out just after that... tapi siang, ok jer... morning sickness during sahur time jer la... 8 weeks pregnant gi clinic lagi untuk buat ultrasound ..( dah lebih 3 tahun, don't want to be too excited and to straightly jumpa the specialist) ... no heartbeat detected, only gestational sac... not even the yolk sac... then doctor advised to come again in 2 weeks time, sebab doctor kata maybe I salah kira, or sometime after few weeks baru boleh confirm... on the 10th week, without high hope (since I'm doing a lot of google to find out.. ingatkan I'm having a blighted ovum) ..gi jumpa doctor lain.. tunjuk jer gambar ultrasound 8th week tu... she referred me to the specialist at CAP. Kat hospital, buat ultrasound cuma nampak gest.sac... then buat insertion check(tak sure apa term procedure tu sebenarnya)... the gynae confirmed that there is a yolk sac and fetus, but the fetus stop growing at 6 weeks (the heart beat stop after 6 weeks).. not a blighted ovum.
Since bulan puasa... ingat boleh ler puasa penuh, 3hb.Sept.2010, iaitu keesokan harinya, just 1 week before hari raya, I'm having a D&C again. Ingat lagi the doctor laugh at me when I said "sayang ler puasa..." bila doctor proposed buat D&C. Doctor tu ckp... "Awak nak ker time2 raya tetiba bleeding...".. so apa lagi, "ok ler doctor".
Selepas D&C kali ni, macam ok jer... tak macam the 1st one (rasa mcm fobia sket)... now, its like having a normal period... maybe because of the experience, maybe because belum sempat bleeding lagi... every time is different.. and I believe will be different the next time I pregnant again..
Hopefully no more miscarriage/ miss abortion... to safely pregnant until safely deliver... Amin...
What is blighted ovum , the gest sac.. what is yolk sac... picture worth a thousand words...
The gestational sac is empty
A blighted ovum is a type of pregnancy loss which happens in very early pregnancy. Your midwife or doctor might also refer to it as an anembryonic pregnancy, but it is more likely they will call it a silent or missed miscarriage. After conception, the fertilised egg (ovum) implants in your uterus (womb), but for some reason a baby does not develop.
The yolk sac can be seen inside the gest. sac
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